~July 4, 2009 - 10:48 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
24th June Wednesday:
I forgotten what I did that day but I believe that it's as usual, boring..
25th June Thursday:
I think I stayed at home the whole day that day.
Reason is, if I didn't remember wrongly, I scratched my face until it looks like I fell on my face.
With the warts and everything.
So gross!!!
I don't remember what I really did that day already.
26th June Friday:
Ming Chuan and Jeffrey came over my place and helped me upgrade my computer.
They came over, took my CPU then went off.
I did my usual things, clean, wash and so on.
After they come back, fix everything for me, then my mother asked Jeffrey to help fix the other 2 computer that is faulty and wanted to upgrade a laptop but he wasn't really free that day so the laptop just have to wait.
Then I don't remember the rest of the day.
27th June Saturday:
Because of my face, I really don't feel like going for dance so I didn't go.
My self-esteem went down the drain that day and it's just not my day to go out.
Because my mother is at home and she said if she is at home Ming Chuan can come so he came.
He accompanied me the whole day, preventing me from scratching my itching-non-stop face.
That day went well, he left quite late.
28th June Sunday:
I went out with my dad.
We actually wanted to eat the very expensive restaurant but because we saw the restaurant is almost empty, we decide not to go in.
We ended up eating Ichiban Boshi.
After eating then I think we bought some things and I went home.
The rest I don't remember.
29th June Monday:
It's school reopen.
The holiday seemed so short, I was still in holiday mood.
Anyway, I went to school but halfway through my stomach got really painful and I went home.
Ming Chuan was so worried so he came to see me.
My tummy hurts so bad that he feels bad because he couldn't do anything.
After that, I fell asleep and he used my computer.
When I wake up the first thing he asked was "are you feeling better? how's your tummy?"
Of course it still hurts but I said it's not pain anymore.
Anyway after that he left not long as it's quite late and I have school the next day.
(My quite late now is around 9 plus 10 already because I sleep earlier and earlier everyday.)
Then I did my things and went to bed.
30th June Tuesday:
I went to school, lesson was as boring as usual.
I nearly fall asleep during English lesson, even Celester also nearly fall asleep.
It's Mrs Lee's talking, so monotone, so 'weird', as usual.
Anyway after that the day was like so normal, as usual I went recess with Shi Ting and Su Yi then Siew Hwee will always be there also.
We chatted and eat of course.
Then usually it's Bio after recess then as usual I didn't pay much attention to the teacher and keep talking to Shi Ting.
Then after that It's just as usual.
After school, I had Chinese oral and Maths remedial.
These 2 is happening at the same time.
Means my Maths teacher, Mr Salim, assigned us work then while we are doing when it's our turn then we go for oral.
Oral finish, go back class for remedial.
At this moment I had some mis-communication with Ming Chuan.
At first I ask him to accompany me buy things but in the end he sms me something like "will rush" so I thought he was saying he will be rushing because he was out at that moment.
So I tell him I will go alone, he knew I wasn't happy but he thought I was angry with him.
I wasn't angry with him, I was angry with myself.
After reaching Plaza Sing, I went to buy the ingredients for his present and at this time he was trying to contact me asking me where I am but because I don't want him always because of me in the end neglet his friends so I didn't tell him where I am.
Also I was afraid that he will be very rush to get there so I insist that he goes along with his friend.
In the end the both of us was like 'mad' at ourselves and both was hurt because of me.
Of course to him he feels that it's his fault for telling me the "rush" thing but it's my fault.
In the end I nearly cry but I asked him "even if I tell you now where I am you won't come right?"
Then he replied "where are you now?" and so I told him.
Then finally I bought finish his present and I walked around for quite long, till my legs hurt, he finally came.
Then we window shopped then went to Orchard Centre the new shopping centre.
Halfway while walking I need to use the ladies and he was holding my bag for me, someone called him gay.
Of course he wasn't happy and we purposely walk pass them and he keep making comments about them.
Then that group of people keep avoiding us, I was very embarrassed but what to do?
What's past is past.
Then after walking around, we went to Takashimaya and had our 'dinner'.
By the time we finished dinner, the only thing I can think of is "I want to sleep, I want to go home."
By the time I reached home was around 9 plus 10, he of course, escorted me home.
After preparing my things, he called and we talked till I fell asleep.
1st July Wednesday:
Went to school, did the usual stuff then went home.
It was Su Yi and Guan Wen's 1 month anniversary but he wasn't free so instead, I went out with her accompanying her.
I used Su Yi as Guinea Pig when she came my place to test the present I was going to make for Ming Chuan.
After that we went to Bugis, I played JuBeat then we went to Iluma and after Shi Ting reached we went to Bugis Street to shop because they wanted to buy things.
We walked for a very long time in the end Su Yi didn't buy anything and she wasn't happy about it.
Anyway by around 9 plus, the only thing I can think of is sleep.
Then around 10 plus we go off together.
After reaching home, I talked to Ming Chuan on the phone awhile and I fell asleep.
2nd June Thursday:
Today in school it was HILARIOUS!
We were supposed to have 'dancing lessons' during PE but Ms Lau didn't come so we played at the dance studio.
Zainol and Siva played with the Contemporary Dance's dress.
They wore them and it really was very funny.
The rest of the school time was as usual.
That day Ming Chuan waited for me outside school and escort me home.
Happy 1st month Dar!
That day he was feeling very guilty because he didn't get me anything.
That day I couldn't go out because I was out for the past 2 days so he came my house and I prepared his present for him.
My cooking wasn't very good so this is the 'best' I can think of making for him.
After giving it to him, he keep insist that he help me wash the pots but I insist he doesn't.
After I wash everything, I accompanied him.
I was so tired that day and the only thing I can think of is sleep and nap.
After that I think I took a nap and I was so happy every time when he come my place, after I open my eyes, the first thing I see is him.
Anyway after that when it was night, he went home.
I prepared my things and went to bed.
3rd June Friday, yesterday:
I went to school, did the usual things.
He escort me home too, then when we were about to have lunch together I called my sister and ask if she wants me to buy home and she suddenly tells me my mother fell down.
Because she went in the kitchen then she accidentally slipped and landed on her injured foot.
Then my sister asked me to buy the necessities, my mother's and her lunch and so I did.
Then he escort me home.
The rest of the day was as usual.
4th June Saturday, Today:
Woke up by the construction sound again, then I did the usual cleaning and keeping.
I went to wash up, chatted with Bryan and Su Yi on msn, I downloaded some songs and here I am now blogging.
Going for dance later on..
(Pictures will be posted in next post.)
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
