TO PASSERBY:


COME LA~! NOW I PUT IN COMMENT FORM ALREADY. YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO FLOOD MY TAG BOX AND THEN REMOVE THOSE MESSAGES I WROTE THAT IS SCOLDING YOU, THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE THE GUTS TO WRITE COMMENTS AND LEAVE YOUR REAL NAME. WHY? TOO CHICKEN TO SHOW WHO YOU ARE? IF U HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT THEN U WILL HAVE THE GUTS TO ADMIT AND STATE YOUR REAL NAME. IF NO GUTS TO SHOW YOUR NAME THEN DON'T BOTHER WASTING TIME. YOU ARE WASTING YOUR OWN TIME ONLY. YOU WASTE TIME READING MY STUPID, CHILDISH AND DESPO BLOG THEN WRITE SOMETHING BAD ABOUT IT. IF IT'S SO BAD THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER LOOKING AT IT.


I CAN REMEMBER WHAT I SAID TO YOU IN MY TAG BOX AND I SHALL SAY IT AGAIN.


IF JEFF DOESN'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND ALL HE HAD TO DO IS TO TELL ME. ALSO, LIKE WHAT MY FRIEND NOEL SAID, THIS IS BETWEEN THE BOTH OF US. I DON'T NEED A COWARD OUTSIDER TO COMMENT ANYTHING REGARDING JEFF'S CONCERN THEN PUT HIS/HER NAME AS PASSERBY. ALSO I NEVER ASK YOU TO APPRECIATE ME SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY I AM NOT WORTH APPRECIATING. IT IS MY CHOICE WHETHER I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE AND GET APPRECIATED OR NOT. YOU DON'T NEED TO CARE. I LIVE MY LIFE THIS WAY AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS STAY OUT OF IT. ALSO, IF SINCE YOU SAY MY BLOG IS CHILDISH, STUPID AND DESPO THEN DON'T EVEN READ OR COMMENT ANYTHING. IF YOU ARE READING OR COMMENTING IT, MEANS YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE AS CHILDISH, STUPID AND DESPO AS YOU FOR COMPANION BECAUSE YOU YOURSELF CANNOT STAND BEING CHILDISH, STUPID AND DESPO ALONE. UNDERSTAND THIS LOSER, JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF MALE FRIENDS DOESN'T MAKE ME DESPO. IF I REALLY AM DESPO THEN I WOULD HAVE FOUND A BOYFRIEND RIGHT AFTER WEI JIE BREAK UP WITH ME 6 MONTHS AGO. IF YOU THINK I AM A GIRL WHO JUST ACT NICE AND INNOCENT AND IN FACT I AM A VERY BITCHY PERSON THEN I WILL BE WHATEVER YOU THINK I AM. I DON'T NEED YOUR 'CONCERN' TO TELL ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I THINK IS BEST FOR ME.


YOU ONCE HAVE THE GUTS TO COMMENT MY BLOG AND MESS WITH MY TAG BOX. THEN I BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL HAVE THE GUTS TO SPAM MY BLOG AGAIN. GO AHEAD! BE MY GUEST. SERIOUSLY, TRY SPAMMING. I WILL BE WAITING. =)

Monday 18th May 2009:


I went to BBT with Shu Hui, Xue Qi, Staphanie, Yeok Hoon and Jerolyn.



Then we ate lunch and talked awhile then I went home.


I didn't do much after reaching home, just watched some videos then fell asleep.



Tuesday 19th May 2009:



I went to school but felt really sick halfway through.


After getting our class photo taken, I get permission to go home.


After that I went to see a doctor and I was bed ridden the whole day.



Wednesday 20th May 2009:


I woke up in the afternoon then went out with Ming Chuan.


I just don't want to stay at home the whole day while I'm sick so I decide to go out.


That day was kinda a chaos at first because his pre-paid card expired and I wasn't sure is he going to turn up or not.


Luckily, he did.


I was craving for pizza and we went to Pizza Hut for dinner.


We laughed a lot and after finishing my meal, I went to the ladies and realised my face was very red.


Must be due to the fever I had the day before.


When the bill came, it's like OMG?!?!


$50 for 2 person in a pizza meal?!


Even more expensive than Manpuku, 3 person $30~!


LOL obvious..


Anyway, I didn't go home immediately.


I continued window shopped and had fun shooting words at him.


(That's kind of what I do whenever we go out >=B)



Thursday 21th May 2009:


Went to school and it's so called 'sucky' day.


It's going to be intensive MT for 1 week which will last till next Thursday or perhaps considered this Thursday.


Anyway after school, I went out with Su Yi and Shi Ting to Far East Plaza.


I met up with Su Yi first then we walked around.


I had lots of fun because we keep joking, fooling and playing around.


I even bought a new bag.


Shi Ting only met up with us at around 8 plus 9 when the shops are going to close.


We shopped together only awhile then when it's around like 10 plus we went back home.


Su Yi accompanied me to take the train home because she was afraid that the bus will be packed and people might accidentally bumped her wound.


Anyway, I escort her to the bus stop and walked home alone.



Friday 22th May 2009:


Same, MT whole day.


After school, we suddenly decide to go sing K at my house.


Then me and Shi Ting played the swing while waiting for Su Yi and we gave her the time but she was late then it was hilarious.


Anyway after that they came my house, we sang karaoke and had lots of fun then they suddenly said that they want to come over my place at Saturday night to stay overnight.


So I agreed.



Yesterday, Saturday 23th May 2009:


I woke up at around 1 plus 2.


Watched some television then went to prepare for my dance class.


As usual, I hate seeing him.


Just hate him, no feelings for him already.


I don't feel hurt anymore.


Anyway after that around 12 midnight Su Yi and Shi Ting then arrived my place.


Then we played Sponge bob Monopoly until like around 6am then we sleep.



Today, Sunday 24th May 2009:


Su Yi and I woke up like around 12 plus 1 and Shi Ting woke up at 1 plus.


We continued playing for awhile more then Shi Ting left then me and Su Yi continued.


I started off same as everyone else, in the end I got richer and richer.


Now even the bank doesn't have enough money then we have to tear strips of paper to make $1000 notes.


When I last calculate, I had estimated $16000 excluding properties which consisted of 11 Krasty Crabs and 2 Pineapples.


LOL..


We didn't have enough Krasty Crabs to put on the board so we used the game 'characters' to represent the Krasty Crab.


Anyway after that I watched some shows then went for dinner with my mother.


We had the 2 in 1 BBQ steamboat again, after finishing, here I am blogging.


I am so tired I am heading for bed early.


Well, it's not that early now either.

Today is another Sunday which also means it's family day with my dad again.


Today we went to Kuishin Bo for lunch then shopped Suntec City Mall.


My sister bought some clothes.


Also we played Silent Hill Arcade.


I really missed the days when I hang out with him and was very loving.


Past is past, it's painful but I still have to move on.


Anyway after that we went to Tampines 1 then I bought a pair of shorts and a shirt.


Also, my sister bought some stuff too.


Then we head home.


I did some facebook quiz, watched television the whole evening and of course watched Minuteman.


That show is quite nice.


Anyway after that had my 'dinner' then did whatever I was supposed to do and now I am going to bed.


Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Well, like my previous post.


I said today is Saturday AGAIN, my most hatred day of the week.


Or so I thought..


I thought I still am deeply in love with someone that doesn't even cherish me, but I think it changed.


I no longer have that kind of feelings towards him.


I think of him often, feel it's a waste when I think of the moment he dumped me.


Felt lonely, disappointed and unwanted.


However, today when I see him, I don't ache that much already.


Is it really fading slowly?


If it is I want the rate to grow, grow faster, quicker, so that I will not be in agony.


The feeling of looking at the person you love being happy is happiness but looking at the person you love is being happy with his lover, it's a painful thing.


I now understand the meaning of "because I love you that's why I am letting you go."


It's not because of bad reasons like your partner have how many flaws, but it's when you feel that your partner will be happier with another person, then you let go.


Though it hurts seeing him having a girlfriend, having fun, taking pictures together.


One very important thing, he is being very happy with her.


That's what counts..


Today just doesn't seem that bad after all..

Yesterday, 15 May:


I have school but I didn't go because my guess was that not many teachers will be in school and I was right.


When I messaged Celester, she said that whole day they were slacking.


When I talked to Su Yi on msn she said that no teachers turned up except chinese.


Anyway, I actually thought of doing my art yesterday but the least I expect, Shu Hui suddenly smsed me asking me if she can come my house.


Well, if someone want to accompany me, I wouldn't mind.


She brought Hui Ling along.


After they reached, we played Spongebob Monopoly again.


This time, at first Hui Ling was the richest and I was the poorest.


In the end, Hui Ling went bankrupt, Shu Hui was the richest and I am the second one.


=D


I had fun yesterday.


I did do my art but only a little.


*SIGH*


It's another Saturday.


I hate Saturday!


DAMN!


Why did I agree on taking this Saturday class at the first place RIGHT AFTER that asshole break off with me.


Anyway, I only have to suffer for a few hours right?


*SIGH*

Yesterday, I went out with Ming Chuan.


I really just need a nice outing with friend or friends who cares about how I feel or something.


At least make me feel welcome, like I am needed by someone.


At first we thought of watching movie 'Horseman'.


We bought the ticket and went to have our meal.


We went to Pasta Mania and I ate Marinara or something like that.


Then after we had our meal, we realised that the movie already started 1 hour ago.


What's the point of going in to watch a movie that had already started and when we go in, we wouldn't even know what is the movie's storyline or things like that.


So we missed it.


Also, we window shopped and I suddenly found this necklace that looks like a musical note and I suddenly remember it's going to be my sister's birthday so I bought it.


Well, I don't know if she will like it or not but I think it's the thought that counts?


Then we went to Plaza Sing and I played JuBeat again.


This time I played till a level 10 song and I nearly pass, too bad I failed.


I had lots of fun yesterday.


Then after playing JuBeat, I wasn't exactly hungry but I feel like grabbing something to bite on and so we went to Mos Burger.


Then we joked while I was eating and we laughed a lot.


We sat that and chat for quite long until the shop was about to close.


Then he escort me home.


Well, as usual on the way home we always joke.


All I can say is that after yesterday, I felt much better and whatever happened the day before, just doesn't matter anymore.


Because I know I have great friends like Ming Chuan and Bryan that I think it's enough.


I don't need friends like Jeff that doesn't appreciate me at all.

Yesterday, 13th May 2009, Wednesday:


Yesterday was the worse day of my life.


I was supposed to go out with Jeff, a one on one outing.


Since he wanted to ask Li Xiang along then fine by me.


In the end they were late by 1 hour plus, I didn't sms him to hurry him nor did I scream nor question him when I see him.


Suddenly I see, Jeff not only brought along Li Xiang but he also brought along another friend.


In the end he told me that one of his friend wanted to jump down the building because his friend's girlfriend just broke up with this friend and he went to console his friend.


I didn't say anything.


Well, reasonable so I didn't speak a word.


So we ate KFC for lunch.


I didn't get to finish my meal, they all ate so quickly and I don't want all of them to wait for me so I ate everything halfway.


I also didn't get to finish my drink and I threw it away.


Then they want to go arcade and so I followed.


Then 'prince' Li Xiang want to buy a new ear stud and so I followed.


They want to go Iluma, and so I followed.


In the end all Jeff could ask me is "hey we going to Ang Mo Kio to play lan, u want to come or u want to go home?"


Well, I don't have much objection about that and I'm a very 'anything' person so I followed.


I didn't like the idea of going some place further from my house, luckily the train had some problems and they decide to go Dhoby Ghaut.


Then they played Dota and I played Left 4 Dead.


After like maybe 1 hour plus or 2, we went off.


After reaching the MRT station, Jeff asked me am I going home alone.


I was angry and I left in a huff and I said ya then walked away without turning back.


This outing sounds like a very ordinary plain but it's not.


All the time, I was left being alone.


The least Jeff could do when he see I was feeling dull, he could have accompanied me and talk or joke with me or something.


He didn't.


All he did was continue joking with his friend and leaving me behind to rot or being alone.


For that whole day I was feeling very left out.


The following sms will explain it all.


Me: I don't ever want to go out with you again.

Jeff: Y sia

Me: Didn't you realise that I was being very quiet for the whole time?

Jeff: Thats y i ask u u wann go home 1st ma i know u very bored

Me: I wasn't bored! I was feeling down because I was being left out the whole time!

Me: what do u take me for? i hosted this outing is for everyone to have fun. i waited for u guys for 1 hour plus, then i meet u eat 1 meal accompany u guys go arcade accompany u guys go shopping and in the end all u could say is "u want to go home?" i follow majority and the least u could do is accompany me more when u see im feeling down isnt it?! i even nearly cry u know or not?! i never felt so left out before. not even by my classmates. at least they did talk to me. cant u spare a thought of how i felt?! i wasn't bored! i was feeling left out! i feel awful! just for 1 moment cant u guys spare a thought for me?! prince li xiang say what then u all listen. then what about princess crystal that is going against her own will to follow what majority says?! my tolerance level got limit ok?! the very very least u could do is at least joke or talk to me more and not just ask some questions reguarding me going home!!! u know how i feel a not?! im not angry nor mad nor pissed. IM FURIOUS! i have feelings too u know?!

Jeff: I only can say Sry because i really don know wat to talk to u sia then u ask me out then u say cannot say reject u then i no choice.. And about today 1 hour late is because today i friend really wann jump down from building i swear... I didn't mean to late 1 hour de

Me: wth?! i never say cannot reject me lor! if u have something on just now all u could do is sms! u know my friend just now decide not to come because he thought i will be having fun! so did i thought so! but i was wrong! and since u got emergency just now, the least i did was i didn't sms u to hurry or scream at u when u reach isnt it?! i spare thoughts for u. what about u?!

Jeff: Hais... Sry i didn't know sia

Me: u dont put words in my mouth! i checked the msn chat history and i never say u MUST go out with me. i asked u politely. also, dont i have the rights to voice out? i spare thoughts for u. u guys wan go what i just go with the flow. what about doing what i want? u got think about that or not?

Jeff: Wah i really dono wat to say sia...

Me: of course u duno what to say because the person who really is at fault is not me. if u think about it, didn't a spare thoughts for u guys the whole day? u know, my attitude changed a lot since u broke up with me. but still, some things that will never change. i will not tolerate being taken for granted.


In the end, he didn't reply.


I guess he really have nothing to say.


That day was like really a bad day.


I asked so many people and they all said the same thing.


Either "How can he do this to u?! I would have just walked away!" or "Why didn't you just walk away?!" or "I feel that he doesn't even treat you as a friend in the first place."


Well, what more can I do?


Only, I am never going to go out with him again.


I shall not tolerate being taken for granted.

Monday, 11th May 2009:


I cleaned my house.


Sweep and mopped the floor of the whole house, washed my own laundry and cleaned my room.


I did a little bit of my art then give up because it's just too boring.


I even nearly go out with Ming Chuan but too bad, my mother called and decided we have a 2 in 1 BBQ steamboat dinner.


Then I have to reject Ming Chuan's outing.


*sigh*


Anyway that dinner was great, I didn't eat 2 in 1 BBQ steamboat for quite some time already.



Tuesday, 12th May 2009:


My friends came my house.


Shu Hui, Xue Qi, Jerolyn, Yeok Hoon, Staphanie and Hui Qi.


Then at first we played Sponge bob monopoly but in the end, I told them my house have K box then they decide to sing karaoke.


Then while they were singing, I was in my room using my computer.


I don't know why but I'm like the type of person who prefers peace and being with the crowd is just isn't my thing.


Like I said, I have claustrophobic.


Anyway after they left, estimated 6pm, my house was a mess but I cleaned up within like 10 minutes.


Yesterday my emotion was like neutral, not really sad nor happy.


Then the rest of the day was practically boring.


I watched television then drink soup for dinner, did facial then went to bed.

It's not very clear because it's taken from my phone.

Today, I did nothing much except watching show the whole day.


The day was boring until around evening 7 plus where I have to get prepared to go to Grasshopper's concert.


The show was still fine, kinda funny at times when they joke.


There is one part where they went down the stage and to the place where the audience are and they shook hands with the audience.


I was sitting quite in front and the chances of me shaking hands with them was high but because I don't feel like it, too crowded and I feel like I have claustrophobic, I decide not to get close to the crowd.


I took photos!


Anyway photos will be in the next post.

On 7th May, Thursday:


Exam ended quite early so in the end Shu Hui, Jerolyn, Staphanie and I decide to go eat together.


We went to Singapore Post, intending to eat Subway at first but because it's really early and MacDonalds is having breakfast and it's counted a very 'rare' chance so we changed our minds and went to eat MacDonalds.


After finishing our meal, we sat there, chatted for a few hours.


All of a sudden they decide to come over to my place.


WOW shocking.


How did it happen I also have no idea.


HAHA!


Anyway we walked to my place.


After reaching my house, everyone was like crowding around my computer until I suggest to play board games and then Jerolyn picked SpongeBob Monopoly.


Then at first Shu Hui don't want to play but she still played anyway.


Then because Jerolyn's mother don't let her stay no matter how much she lie to her mother like staying in school asking maths teacher to tutor her for Friday's maths exam or going to the library to study with friends.


This is the fun part..


We played in a hurry, we kept hurrying each other to faster roll the dice and everything.


HAH!


In the end everything was so hilarious, we shouted and screamed when we stepped onto each other's houses and have to pay high prices.


They left at about 3pm or maybe 4pm?


I forgotten about the time.


Anyway after they left, I continue to watch show and watched all the way until night where I fell asleep.


Oh dear...


I didn't study for maths exam..


8th May, Friday:


It's maths exam and I was really exhausted.


Anyway it's a 2 hours and 30 minutes paper and I thought with my brain not working so quickly I will be able to at least complete the paper but I was wrong.


In the end I think I didn't do like 3-5 questions.


After the maths paper then there is the science 1 paper.


That paper was like 1 hour but I finished it within 30 minutes and I took the rest of the time sleeping.


After the exam, I went with Su Yi to the playground near our school and we played swing while we talked.


She told me about some stuff and I told her some of mine.


Well, I found out a lot of things..


Hah anyway after that I went out with Ming Chuan.


I meet him a little late because I chatted with Su Yi until quite late and I was very tired so my movements was like snail on the move.


Also, Ming Chuan asked Jeffrey along and we went to Plaza Singapura.


After that Jeffrey went off with his friend so it's me and Ming Chuan only.


Then I decided to go arcade and play JuBeat.


I admit, I am like kind of addicted to it already and if you want to play that game, playing it at Plaza Singapura is better than playing at Bugis because Bugis is too crowded.


Played for quite a few rounds then went for dinner at Yoshinoya.


The funniest thing that happened was after buying our food and sitting down, we did the same thing, literally.


We put the food and everything into place including the cutlery then tear open the paper from the chop stick and rub the two chop sticks together to make the excess shreds of wood off the chop sticks.


We really did the same thing at the same time!


Then he laughed.


After finishing our food, we sat there and chat for quite long.


Then after meal, back to arcade and I played till 10 plus again.


After that as usual he escort me home.

Wow time flies!


Anyway last Sunday I did go out with my dad and we watched X-man Origins Wolverine.


The movie is nice, I like the story line.


After that went shopping and I bought a few stuff including my mother's Mothers' Day present.


Anyway after reaching home I started to work on the Album and used paper to do it like sort of a scrapbook with decorations.


On Monday I went out with Jeffrey and Ming Chuan to parkway.


I actually wanted to develop photos for the scrap book but I am so careless that I forgotten to add the folder into my phone so in the end I didn't get to develop any photos.


After that we went to Tampines 1 because I never go there before.


Then we walked aimlessly then I walked into More Than Words.


I saw this really cute and convenient umbrella and I thought of me forgetting where I left my 2 umbrellas so I actually decide to buy it.


In the end Ming Chuan was too fast and before I can stop him he buy it already.


OMG LA!


I was pissed!


Anyway after that we went to Manpuku for dinner and I saw this area that gives me a special kind of feeling.




Well, it's actually the Sakura 'Trees' but too bad the place I was sitting, the Sakura was blocked by bamboo decorations so I didn't get a good view of it.


Anyway after that Jeffrey went home first.


After finishing my food and everything, Ming Chuan as usual walk me home.


The next day I went to Tampines 1 again but this time is with Su Yi and Shi Ting.


The reason is I need to develop my photos and also the both of them is meeting their friend there as well so while waiting for the photo to develop we walked around the mall and window shopped.


After taking my photos, we took a bus to Bugis.


It was an awfully long ride and I didn't like it, I still prefer taking the train.


Anyway after reaching Bugis, we shopped Bugis Street.


It was packed as usual and we walked for quite long until Shi Ting said her feet is killing her and she want to go home to change to another shoe then meet us again.


So after that me and Su Yi went to the arcade and I played JuBeat.


Wow!


I am getting good at that game.


At first the maximum level I can play is level 4 but now my maximum level is level 7.


After that we stayed at Bugis until 10pm because I'm beat so we went home.


In the end Shi Ting didn't show up.


Then today, after exams I went to eat with Staphanie, Xue Qi, Jerolyn and Yeok Hoon.


Then after that I went home, did a little things and I was shocked when I see QQ's eye!


One of his eye ball fall out and his eyes can't close.


In the end he is sent to the vet and his left eye was removed and stiched up so now he is an one eye dog.


Anyway after that I went to meet Ming Chuan at around 5pm.


We went to Tampines 1 again because the photos I developed isn't enough to fill the scrapbook.


Then while waiting for the photos to develop finish, we walked from the basement 1 to the highest storey then back down again for like 2 or 3 times.


Then finally 30 freaking minutes passed and the photo is done.


Then after that we went to Plaza Singapura and ate Ajisan for dinner.


He always treats me so this time I was faster than him.


My treat, FINALLY.


=)



After eating we went to the arcade and I played JuBeat again.


This time I bought an e-AMUSEMENT PASS because every time I play JuBeat then keep having the tutorial thing is very annoying.


Also I keep playing it but yet I don't get to play any other new songs so I decided to buy it for the sake of my hapiness.


LOL.





Anyway after playing finish, it's like around 10pm already, also the arcade is closing.


As usual Ming Chuan escort me home, we joked along the way, blah blah blah..


By the time I reached home is around 10:30pm.


I prepared my things and everything.


Did some facebook quizes for fun.


Then now, here I am blogging.


Anyway I am really tired, I'm going to sleep.


End.


=)

Once, there was a black rose..
It wasn't as beautiful as the other red roses..
Even though it's the only black rose,
nobody seemed to notice it..

The black rose just stood there,
wasting all its remaining life away..

Nobody sees it..
Nobody watered it..
Even the sun wouldn't shine for it..
It was left alone in the darkness..

Slowly...
The petals fell..
The rose wither..

The delicate black rose never spoke a word..
Always trying to hide its flaws..
Always trying to blend in with the red roses..
Still..
It is always being ostracized..
Alone..
Outcast..
Invisible..

Shockingly..
People start noticing the black rose.
A bud start to grow from the stalk..
The bud grew into a new beautiful black rose.
This time, the sun shone brightly for the black rose.
Making it the most beautiful and outstanding one.
Not by the beauty from its physiques..
But from its inner self..

Art Is My Life, Designing Is My Passion, Success Is My Future, Happiness WILL Last Till My Twilight Years

Name: *-* Crystal Chan *-*
Nick: Shirayuki Mizuki, 瑞希 白雪
Age: *-* 17 *-*
Gender: *-* Female *-*
Zodiac Sign: *-* Capricorn *-*
Birthday: *-* 1st January *-*
School: *-* MacPherson Sec *-*
Occupation: *-* Student *-*
Affiliations: *-* Free Tinker *-*
Current Status: *-* Single *-*

-Her Romeo

-Hobbies and Interests:
Chatting, Shopping, Listening To People's Troubles, Watching Anime, Day Dream, Listening To Music, Drawing, Singing, Dancing, Being Very Happy, Swimming, Sight Seeing, Happy-Go-Lucky

-Favorite Animals:
Panda, Baby Seals, Penguins, Dolphins, Killer Whale, Dogs

-Favorite Books:
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Birthing House, Madly Murderous, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love & Friendship

-Favorite Movies:
Horror Movies, Saddist Movies & Comedies
Those movies that will carve deep in my memories. As long as they are good movies I like them.

-Favorite Music:
Hip-Hop, Pop, Rap, R&B & Classical

-Favorite Shows:
Drama:
Fated To Love You （命中注定我爱你）， Corner With Love （转角遇到爱）， Devil Beside You （恶魔在身边）， Why Why Love （换换爱）， The Clue Collector (霹靂MIT), Black Sugar Macchiato （黑糖马奇朵）, Hana Kimi - Japanese Version （花样少年少女）

Japanese Anime:
Chrno Crusade, Tsukuyomi Moon Phase, Maboraho, Mahoraba, Ichigi100%, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Kyou Kara Maou, Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club, Aishiteruze Baby, Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuutsu, Ai Yori Aoshi, Magister Negi Magi Mahou Sensei Negima, Fruits Basket, Hand Maid May, Love Hina, DearS, Koi Kaze, Death Note, Tsubasa Chronicals, XXXHolic, High School Girls, School Days, Yamato Nadesico Shichihenge, Sumomo Mo Momo Mo, Gakuen Alice, Suzuka, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, Shakugan No Shana, Rozen Maiden, Strawberry Panic, Inukami, Shuffle! Memories, kamichama karin, Beating Angel Dokuro-chan, Demonbane, Futakoi Alternative, Avatar The Last Air Bender, Devil May Cry, Kimikiss Pure Rouge, Rosario + Vampire, Vampire Knight, D.Gray-Man, Elfen Lied, Trinity Blood, School Days, Jigoku Shoujo, Blood+

-Boring Movies
-Boring Books
-People Who Backstabs
-People Who Breaks Promises
-People Who Lies
-People Who Acts Nice

-Pass O'level with good grades
-Get into Laselle
-Be a sucessful fashion designer
-Learn interior designing also
-Earning large sum of money
-Go Japan, Paris, USA, Canada
-Buy a silver convertable Volvo and house
-Design my own house
-Have a long drive through coniferous forest roads
-Forever remain SFF with Bryan
-Be with him for a very long time
-Remain Happy Go Lucky Always
-Live a healthy lifestyle, Mentally Socially and Physically

-Life Is Like A Block Of Wood, Plain, Boring, Square And Down To Earth. However If You Believe In It, In Yourself, You Actually Can Achieve Something Magical, Unexpected and Unimaginable.
-Hard Work, Integrity, Enthusiasm, Perserverence, Good Luck & Determination Is The Key To Sucess And Dreams.
-There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.
-Never Let Small Matters Bring You Down, Never Give Up Just Because You Think You Can't.
-NEVER Cherish People Who Doesn't Cherish You.
-As Time Goes By, You Learn Things That You Can Never Learn From Books Or From School.
-Work Hard To Persuit Your Own Happiness And Future.
-Never Let Anyone Stop You From Doing What's Right, What You Like or Best At.
-Only Allow Guys Similar to Edward Cullen, Or Better, To Be With You.
-Everyday, Happy Go Lucky.

A Girl Can Dream You Know?

-So ready for this to be the end, for this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has barely started. You're willing to give up everyhting. It's not the end, it's the beginning.

-"It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" "I like the night," Bella replied. "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."

-When You Can Live Forever, What Do You Live For?

-Nothing Will Be The Same.

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