~February 27, 2009 - 7:23 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
DAMN I HATE PEOPLE AROUND ME!
So many bad things happened to me today!
I bought a rose rubber band on last Saturday and guess what.
I now then know, because someone finally tell me, that the rose on my hair looks funny.
I bloody humilated myself for the bloody fucking whole week and no one told me the bloody fucking truth.
THE BLOODY WORSE PART IS I DID ASK AROUND IF THE ROSE IS NICE OR NOT AND ALL SAID "YA NICE~!" OR "HEY YOUR RUBBER BAND VERY NICE"
FUCK LA!
LOOK FUNNY OR WHAT JUST TELL ME!
DON'T IN FRONT OF ME PRAISE IT LIKE AS THOUGH IT'S THE FACT THEN BEHIND MY BACK KEEP GOSSIPING HOW BAD IT LOOKED.
AT LEAST IN 1 OF THE WHOLE LOT TOLD ME THE TRUTH BUT ISN'T IT A LITTLE TOO LATE AFTER LIKE 1 BLOODY FULL WEEK HAS ALREADY, IN FACT, PASSED?!
Truthfully speaking, I don't blame them.
I blame myself, for actually being so nieve to believe that they are actually being nice from deep down.
I have opened my eyes wide but not wide enough to see.
How I wish I can last being alone, being able to accept the fact that I actually AM invisible to that whole lot of people.
I really should have gotten used to being alone but I'm just too stupid to do that and instead, in the end always making myself the one who suffers.
The "best" news today is, I lost my Ez-Link card.
Hoorah, I lost my ez-Link card.
No one have any idea how much I despise myself.
I hate myself so much till the core that it makes me feels sick from deep down.
I hate myself so much until I always push all the blame on myself and making myself suffer in the end. After suffering, I complain.
I hate myself so much that I try to care more for how people feel more than I care for myself. (Just that people doesn't know or they doesn't care at all)
I hate myself for everything I try to do for others and always ending up in trouble myself.
I hate myself for always loosing my temper when I reached the brink of my limits.
I hate myself for not keeping everything to myself so that I can just one day die of depression.
I hate myself for every actions and words that I used just to try to make people smile and not myself.
I hate myself for not keeping my mouth shut forever because I am such a chatter-box.
I hate myself for the things I do and end up getting taken for grunted and/or unappreciated.
Well, this IS my life.
Always transparent, always alone, always blaming myself for things.
I believe that most of the bad things that happened to me actually is the cause of me.
It's all my fault.
Even if it isn't, some how in some ways, it still is.
That's why I despise myself so much.
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 21, 2009 - 11:57 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
My new wallet, bought on Thursday.
The comb and mirror I bought from Boon Lay, Jurong Point.
The 7 sketches I that had to be done by Thursday.
This is done on Thursday and Friday. (My Favourite)
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~ - 11:16 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
WOW~
A blink of an eye, another week has passed.
24 hours right now for me is too little and I am always so tired because there is always so much to do but so little time which leads to eating up a few hours of my sleeping time.
Wednesday presented the SS project to 4E; "PHEW!" I'm glad that's over.
After school, I went for band again then after going to band I went home to do my art.
It seems like my life is - Band, Art, Eat, Sleep, Study and nothing else.
I hardly have any of my own leisure time!
Though I don't really have time for my own things but I am very satisfied with what I have now, like being very busy and have friends like Bryan, Ming Chuan, Mi Mi, Ka Khay, Ai Ling and Alicer.
I know a lot of people don't like me and they are gossiping about me behind my back.
Last time if people do that it DOES affect me but now, it doesn't do much harm because I thought through a lot of things.
Learnt a lot of 人生大道理, understanding and handling situations.
Anyway Thursday I went out with Ming Chuan, I was supposed to go out with him alone but end up Mi Mi join in but I guess it doesn't really matter much.
Only since they are talking, joking and having fun, all I did was stand behind the both of them and listen to what they are talking about.
Oh, that day I bought a new wallet.
I forgotten to post about me buying new mirror and comb, it's quite long ago actually.
That bloody comb and mirror cost me $9!
T.T
On Friday, I woke up at 7:30am which means I'm late.
I asked my step dad to fetch me but he doesn't want to and I really don't want to spend my time in detention copying lines like "I will not be late again".
I rather do my homework or go to band in that case.
(I want someone to fetch me because 1 of the school rule is that if you are sent to school by your parent, you won't need to go detention)
So, I called Bryan and asked him if he could fetch me to school or not.
If he can't I really have no choice but to go to school and get detention.
I am really lucky to have a friend like him and I really appreciate him for waking up early in the morning to fetch me to school.
I remember when I talked to him on the phone, I nearly cried out.
He agreed and he reach about 8:05am.
I thanked him a lot because I really very appreciate him for doing that for me and I also did say sorry to him because it's not even his problem at all but he agreed to fetch me.
Plus he didn't have a good night's sleep the night before, I felt remorse and appreciative at that very moment.
Anyway, Friday was short and I also went for chinese remedial which ends at 1pm.
I am just too tired already and I really need to sleep, instead of going to band, I went home.
Though I am tired, I didn't sleep.
I did my art and I keep dosing off so I did a little cleaning in my room to make myself energetic again and I continued work.
As usual 8pm-10pm I have dance class, after returning home I did my art again.
I only sleep after I finally complete 1 more drawing.
-As usual pictures will be posted in next post
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 17, 2009 - 11:17 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Today is a nightmare! Well more like daymare.
I have like tons of homework to be done and social studies project is due tommrrow.
I done most of it, completed 2 chinese composition and 1 english composition (all given today and must be done by tomorrow).
Social studies project left one-quater undone which is the essay, I have no idea how am I suppose to write that.
Anyway, today I just sat in front of my computer and did my homework all the way.
I am so tired just doing that and I'm going to bed now.
Also I already have 105 Twilight pictures.
MUAHAHAHA! I'm so happy.
The next thing I am going to do is re-read Twilight then grab all the nice romantic phrases and learn difficult words by always checking the dictionary for the meaning.
I really am very happy~!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 16, 2009 - 10:36 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
It's so cute, the back of the ear phones looked like buttons.
It comes with a pouch to put the ear phones in.
Had pizza with Bryan for lunch, this pizza is mine. (We ordered 2)
Dinner at Kobayashi, I ordered Unatamadon.
It's quite nice.
=)
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~ - 10:21 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Sunday, went out with my dad as usual.
Few weeks back my sister's iTouch got stolen so she went back to apple to back 1 more MP4 and she wants my earpiece so I bought new ear phones.
They look cute on the appearance but I don't know do they look cute on me, matching my ugly face.
=(
Anyway, after that we watched Pink Panther 2, it's not as nice as Pink Panther 1 one but still I don't like it.
Today, after school went home to prepare myself then went to Bryan's house.
I brought my art along, we had pizza for lunch which is his treat but for dinner we went to Kobayashi to eat and it's my treat.
Well, since he have been treating me to places like White Dog Cafe, Sakae Sushi even pizzas too, it's just time to treat him back.
Anyway he praised my art and he did say I look happier already, I kept smiling.
Wow, I thought I only am happy in the outside I didn't realise I am smiling a lot.
Truthfully speaking, I haven't forget that
someone yet but I know I AM moving on and I did make a big move out of it.
However, I do think that when this feeling for that
someone is fading, I start to develop a small crush on another person too.
I won't tell who but I guessed many people aren't blind to know who is that person I am talking about.
Anyway, I am tired so I'm turning in for the night soon.
As usual pictures will be posted in the next post.
-Currently not reading any books, done with Breaking Dawn yesterday night
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 15, 2009 - 12:32 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
My new colour pencils.
Ahem!
The price...
The present recieved from him~!
They look really expensive to be eaten..
Oh well~
It's ALL mine.
=D
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~ - 12:19 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
The whole week kind of is the same old same old things.
Tuesday, after remedial went home then did my things.
Wednesday, after band went to Changi Airport with Ming Chuan to buy my Breaking Dawn and at the same time I helped Ka Khay buy Eclipse and Breaking Dawn too.
Thursday, I went out with Ka Khay, Ai Ling, Alicer and Vivian to Bugis because I need to get a good quality colour pencil for my O'level art.
Friday, I have band then after band went for dance.
Saturday, I have band again then have dance.
He met up with me and gave me this wonderful present, it looks big and my guess is chocolate.
I thought it's going to be some cheap big box of chocolate but once I opened it, there are 3 boxes inside.
I don't know well how much it cost but I know that doesn't matter, it's the heart that counts.
=)
Anyway, today's class was great.
I pretend he is someone else, like a very normal friend, and it worked very well.
Got through the estimated 1 hour 10 minutes smoothly.
Pictures of the chocolate will be posted in the next post.
-Currently reading Breaking Dawn chapter 38 (there are 19 chapters by the way) and waiting for Midnight Sun.
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 9, 2009 - 7:22 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
This is a little bigger than A1 size (movie poster)
These 2 are exactly A1 size
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~ - 7:09 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Saturday after band, I will not make it for lesson so I went out after that.
Met up with Ming Chuan and went to Boon Lay, Jurong Point.
After that, he asked along my ex, Jeffery, along.
I didn't mind since it's like 6 years ago ever since the break up, I just guess being friends is a nice idea.
The whole time I have been trying hard to start a conversation with him but he seems like he can't really even be bothered at all and I got fucking pissed.
Anyway, lucky thing is Ming Chuan always stood by my side he still apologised.
I don't see why there is a need for him to apologise, it's not his fault for Jeffery's jerk-ass reactions.
Anyway, I am just very glad to have friends like that, the kind that will always stand by you no matter what happens.
On Sunday, yesterday, went out with my dad (same as usual, as any other Sundays).
Watched Bride Wars, it's a nice movie and I cried.
Anyway, after that my dad bought for me 3 Twilight posters and 16 Twilight bookmarks.
Though I don't really like the movie but the storybook just influenced me to love it so very much.
I'll post the pictures in the next post.
Then went home read breaking dawn, talked on the phone and slept.
This morning woke up realising I have a lot of homework not done and I wrote a compo of 395 words within 30 minutes during physics lesson.
Mis Soh today was being very lame and on the stupid sound while teaching, I kind of didn't concentrate but still it doesnt mean I didn't do anything useful.
I am very stressed currently, tomorrow there is going to be 3 tests; Physics, Chinese and Geography.
Then today is as usual a happy day, it's kind of very common for me already.
Then I got detention for not doing my art, I stayed until 5:30pm then blah blah blah...
I better get back to my studying.
=D
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 6, 2009 - 11:44 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Today is my happy day, though there are some bad things that happened, I am still as happy as ever.
Today I talked a lot joked a lot and played a lot, with my classmates.
=D
I just realised that they actually don't dislike me or hate me, they just.. I am not sure either lol.
Anyway, tommrrow going out with my classmates to East Coast to play.
Don't really know what we will be doing, anyway tommrrow is Staphanie's birthday.
(I better not continue to what I want to say)
Anyway, today I really had fun, can't really explain it in words.
-Reading Breaking Dawn chapter 10.WHY DIDN'T I JUST WALK AWAY? OH RIGHT, BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT.
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~ - 12:18 AM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Today is quite eventful and interesting.
Today even when bad thinga happened I just cannot be bothered to even care and I laughed happily.
Anyway, today Ka Khay came to my house, she wanted me to teach her how to play River Flows In You.
End up, I told her my house have the K-box's box then we sang kareoke.
We almost forgotten about the time and I thought her the first phrase for River Flows In You.
Anyway, I can say halfway given up on that song because my fingers are just too slow to react, haha!
Nah, just kidding.
I intend to learn that song but I am going to take lessons and piano exams after my O'levels.
This way is better, if not I already hardly have time for myself right now due to CCA.
I'm so tired I'm going to sleep.
=)
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 4, 2009 - 11:26 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Yesterday night, I try putting the BReaking Dawn file from my computer into my phone.
I was so happy because my phone can read files like Adobe Reader, then I started reading from my phone.
This way, I can read it whenever wherever I want, instead of having to always stay at home just to read it.
Today is another ordinary day other than it's Zainol's birthday.
Yesterday, Shu Hui collected $1 from everyone and pass to Siva to buy a cake for Zainol.
Then today, we celebrated in class and I remember seeing Zainol's surprised face, it's hilarious.
Anyway I am so tired I am going to bed now.
Happy Birthday. =D
-Currently reading Breaking Dawn chapter 8, hate that part though, it's all about Jacob.
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 3, 2009 - 10:40 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Pictures Speak Louder Than Words =D
SO EXPENSIVE LA!!
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
~February 2, 2009 - 10:06 PM Y
*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*
*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*
Hey hey~!
I forgotten to write about Thursday after going to Changi Airport to study!
Anyway 29/01/09 Thursday went out with him and before I study we went to Harris and I ordered 1 Breaking Dawn.
Then after that we went to Starbucks to study, well.. what I meant is.. only I studied.
He doesn't have homework or anything, luckily I brought my psp along with me then he played it.
I was shocked only when I asked him "aren't you bored just sitting there playing games that you don't even really like? I am just sitting here quietly you know? - in a sense not talking."
His reply was "nope, not bored at all."
Just really shocked, haha!
Anyway we sat there for many many hours and only left when it's about 9pm.
Then as usual, he escort me home.
Well Friday was kind of a bore (I mentioned already), anyway I am just glad that it's over.
Last Saturday, my happiest day.
It wasn't actually my happiest day until the moment I realised that
someone is not coming for class!
Anyway I don't think I can make it for next Saturday's class or maybe until March, till SYF day.
I am going to have band practices on Saturday too, well school really IS straining on everyone to get at least a Silver since our school band is like well known for getting Certificate Of Participation.
Then I found the music score for Bella's Lullaby and River Flows In You, then I started practicing it on the piano.
It is obviously harder than I actually thought it will be because I only learnt piano grade 1 stuff.
Well at least I can get like 30 seconds in the song and play it out on the piano right, but not smooth.
=X
Though I still don't have Breaking Dawn but I reached Breaking Dawn chapter 4 already because I read the so called "book" from the file Pei Ling sent me a few days ago.
The worse part is, after reading, I feel like crying when I reach the part where Bella is leaving her family like practically FOREVER.
Anyway the most shocking thing that happened today is during assembly, the teacher put up a slide show about sexuality talk and guess what?
Part of the slide show there is Edward Cullen's photo and the teacher is talking about Twilight!
Though the picture is blur and a lot of people couldn't see who that guy was at first but I KNOW that guy once I see him, he is Edward!
Well, he is linked to the sexuality talk because in the NewsPaper article, it's saying about a group of girls they created a fan club for Edward Cullen and said that they like the way Edward "respect" Bella in such a way that, NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE.
I AGREE WITH THEM!
Anyway, if I can't find a guy as handsome, as rich and as nice as Edward Cullen or better, I am NEVER going to even have a husband.
I never write it but one of my wish is being single forever.
=D
I think I shall end here, I have to do my art if not I think I won't be able to finish 5 sketches by Thursday.
*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*
THE BLACK ROSE..Y
MOTTOY
Art Is My Life, Designing Is My Passion, Success Is My Future, Happiness WILL Last Till My Twilight Years
THE LADYY
Name: *-* Crystal Chan *-*
Nick: Shirayuki Mizuki, 瑞希 白雪
Age: *-* 17 *-*
Gender: *-* Female *-*
Zodiac Sign: *-* Capricorn *-*
Birthday: *-* 1st January *-*
School: *-* MacPherson Sec *-*
Occupation: *-* Student *-*
Affiliations: *-* Free Tinker *-*
Current Status: *-* Single *-*
SHE LOVESY
-Her Romeo
-Hobbies and Interests:
Chatting, Shopping, Listening To People's Troubles, Watching Anime, Day Dream, Listening To Music, Drawing, Singing, Dancing, Being Very Happy, Swimming, Sight Seeing, Happy-Go-Lucky
-Favorite Animals:
Panda, Baby Seals, Penguins, Dolphins, Killer Whale, Dogs
-Favorite Books:
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Birthing House, Madly Murderous, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love & Friendship
-Favorite Movies:
Horror Movies, Saddist Movies & Comedies
Those movies that will carve deep in my memories. As long as they are good movies I like them.
-Favorite Music:
Hip-Hop, Pop, Rap, R&B & Classical
-Favorite Shows:
Drama:
Fated To Love You （命中注定我爱你）， Corner With Love （转角遇到爱）， Devil Beside You （恶魔在身边）， Why Why Love （换换爱）， The Clue Collector (霹靂MIT), Black Sugar Macchiato （黑糖马奇朵）, Hana Kimi - Japanese Version （花样少年少女）
Japanese Anime:
Chrno Crusade, Tsukuyomi Moon Phase, Maboraho, Mahoraba, Ichigi100%, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Kyou Kara Maou, Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club, Aishiteruze Baby, Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuutsu, Ai Yori Aoshi, Magister Negi Magi Mahou Sensei Negima, Fruits Basket, Hand Maid May, Love Hina, DearS, Koi Kaze, Death Note, Tsubasa Chronicals, XXXHolic, High School Girls, School Days, Yamato Nadesico Shichihenge, Sumomo Mo Momo Mo, Gakuen Alice, Suzuka, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, Shakugan No Shana, Rozen Maiden, Strawberry Panic, Inukami, Shuffle! Memories, kamichama karin, Beating Angel Dokuro-chan, Demonbane, Futakoi Alternative, Avatar The Last Air Bender, Devil May Cry, Kimikiss Pure Rouge, Rosario + Vampire, Vampire Knight, D.Gray-Man, Elfen Lied, Trinity Blood, School Days, Jigoku Shoujo, Blood+
SHE HATESY
-Boring Movies
-Boring Books
-People Who Backstabs
-People Who Breaks Promises
-People Who Lies
-People Who Acts Nice
SHE WANTSY
-Pass O'level with good grades
-Get into Laselle
-Be a sucessful fashion designer
-Learn interior designing also
-Earning large sum of money
-Go Japan, Paris, USA, Canada
-Buy a silver convertable Volvo and house
-Design my own house
-Have a long drive through coniferous forest roads
-Forever remain SFF with Bryan
-Be with him for a very long time
-Remain Happy Go Lucky Always
-Live a healthy lifestyle, Mentally Socially and Physically
HER QUOTATIONSY
-Life Is Like A Block Of Wood, Plain, Boring, Square And Down To Earth. However If You Believe In It, In Yourself, You Actually Can Achieve Something Magical, Unexpected and Unimaginable.
-Hard Work, Integrity, Enthusiasm, Perserverence, Good Luck & Determination Is The Key To Sucess And Dreams.
-There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.
-Never Let Small Matters Bring You Down, Never Give Up Just Because You Think You Can't.
-NEVER Cherish People Who Doesn't Cherish You.
-As Time Goes By, You Learn Things That You Can Never Learn From Books Or From School.
-Work Hard To Persuit Your Own Happiness And Future.
-Never Let Anyone Stop You From Doing What's Right, What You Like or Best At.
-Only Allow Guys Similar to Edward Cullen, Or Better, To Be With You.
-Everyday, Happy Go Lucky.
A Girl Can Dream You Know?
TWILIGHT SAGAY
-So ready for this to be the end, for this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has barely started. You're willing to give up everyhting. It's not the end, it's the beginning.
-"It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" "I like the night," Bella replied. "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."
-When You Can Live Forever, What Do You Live For?
-Nothing Will Be The Same.
