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~April 6, 2009 - 11:10 PM Y

*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*

*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*




I thought that my nightmares will be better someday but I guess that it just goes worse.


Can you ever imagine then in a class, with no friends at all and all you can count on is yourself.


I am pissed, yes.


What I couldn't understand is I changed my attitude.


I made my tolerance level higher, I treat people better.


When I'm sad or angry I just vent it on myself.


I kept everything in for the past two and a quarter year and I had enough.


Is it even a sin for me to like vent it out?!


It takes time for people to change and I know I changed for the better.


Still people is treating me as shit as ever, no.


Worse than shit!


What had I done wrong?!


Why when I ask nobody tell me?!


I think I really should isolate myself.


Then I will not have this type of problem!


I am so angry at myself for caring so much about others and not myself!


People keep telling me that they are not worth it.


Just that I am so stupid I couldn't ignore something that is in front of me.


I couldn't understand is why they too have attitude problem but they can forgive each other.


For my case, it just seemed like every single fucking thing is my fault and I am the cause of it.


From now on, I am only going to concentrate on people who treasures me.


I know people who truly treats me as friend is Bryan my SFF, Ming Chuan, Noel, Anthony and Ka Khay.


Also, Su Yi, Shi Ting, Pei Ling and Celester - but not totally sure about them because I just get close to them recently.


It just seemed to me that I can be myself in front of them without them hating me once.


I really admit I have a bad attitude but I am the type of person whereby you treat me nice I will treat u nice too.


Today, rough day.


No mood to do anything else but to relax.



*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*










THE BLACK ROSE..Y

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Once, there was a black rose..
It wasn't as beautiful as the other red roses..
Even though it's the only black rose,
nobody seemed to notice it..

The black rose just stood there,
wasting all its remaining life away..

Nobody sees it..
Nobody watered it..
Even the sun wouldn't shine for it..
It was left alone in the darkness..

Slowly...
The petals fell..
The rose wither..



The delicate black rose never spoke a word..
Always trying to hide its flaws..
Always trying to blend in with the red roses..
Still..
It is always being ostracized..
Alone..
Outcast..
Invisible..

Shockingly..
People start noticing the black rose.
A bud start to grow from the stalk..
The bud grew into a new beautiful black rose.
This time, the sun shone brightly for the black rose.
Making it the most beautiful and outstanding one.
Not by the beauty from its physiques..
But from its inner self..


MOTTOY

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Art Is My Life, Designing Is My Passion, Success Is My Future, Happiness WILL Last Till My Twilight Years


THE LADYY

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Name: *-* Crystal Chan *-*
Nick: Shirayuki Mizuki, 瑞希 白雪
Age: *-* 17 *-*
Gender: *-* Female *-*
Zodiac Sign: *-* Capricorn *-*
Birthday: *-* 1st January *-*
School: *-* MacPherson Sec *-*
Occupation: *-* Student *-*
Affiliations: *-* Free Tinker *-*
Current Status: *-* Single *-*


SHE LOVESY

-Her Romeo

-Hobbies and Interests:
Chatting, Shopping, Listening To People's Troubles, Watching Anime, Day Dream, Listening To Music, Drawing, Singing, Dancing, Being Very Happy, Swimming, Sight Seeing, Happy-Go-Lucky

-Favorite Animals:
Panda, Baby Seals, Penguins, Dolphins, Killer Whale, Dogs

-Favorite Books:
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Birthing House, Madly Murderous, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love & Friendship

-Favorite Movies:
Horror Movies, Saddist Movies & Comedies
Those movies that will carve deep in my memories. As long as they are good movies I like them.

-Favorite Music:
Hip-Hop, Pop, Rap, R&B & Classical

-Favorite Shows:
Drama:
Fated To Love You (命中注定我爱你), Corner With Love (转角遇到爱), Devil Beside You (恶魔在身边), Why Why Love (换换爱), The Clue Collector (霹靂MIT), Black Sugar Macchiato (黑糖马奇朵), Hana Kimi - Japanese Version (花样少年少女)

Japanese Anime:
Chrno Crusade, Tsukuyomi Moon Phase, Maboraho, Mahoraba, Ichigi100%, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Kyou Kara Maou, Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club, Aishiteruze Baby, Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuutsu, Ai Yori Aoshi, Magister Negi Magi Mahou Sensei Negima, Fruits Basket, Hand Maid May, Love Hina, DearS, Koi Kaze, Death Note, Tsubasa Chronicals, XXXHolic, High School Girls, School Days, Yamato Nadesico Shichihenge, Sumomo Mo Momo Mo, Gakuen Alice, Suzuka, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, Shakugan No Shana, Rozen Maiden, Strawberry Panic, Inukami, Shuffle! Memories, kamichama karin, Beating Angel Dokuro-chan, Demonbane, Futakoi Alternative, Avatar The Last Air Bender, Devil May Cry, Kimikiss Pure Rouge, Rosario + Vampire, Vampire Knight, D.Gray-Man, Elfen Lied, Trinity Blood, School Days, Jigoku Shoujo, Blood+


SHE HATESY

-Boring Movies
-Boring Books
-People Who Backstabs
-People Who Breaks Promises
-People Who Lies
-People Who Acts Nice

SHE WANTSY

-Pass O'level with good grades
-Get into Laselle
-Be a sucessful fashion designer
-Learn interior designing also
-Earning large sum of money
-Go Japan, Paris, USA, Canada
-Buy a silver convertable Volvo and house
-Design my own house
-Have a long drive through coniferous forest roads
-Forever remain SFF with Bryan
-Be with him for a very long time
-Remain Happy Go Lucky Always
-Live a healthy lifestyle, Mentally Socially and Physically

HER QUOTATIONSY

-Life Is Like A Block Of Wood, Plain, Boring, Square And Down To Earth. However If You Believe In It, In Yourself, You Actually Can Achieve Something Magical, Unexpected and Unimaginable.
-Hard Work, Integrity, Enthusiasm, Perserverence, Good Luck & Determination Is The Key To Sucess And Dreams.
-There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.
-Never Let Small Matters Bring You Down, Never Give Up Just Because You Think You Can't.
-NEVER Cherish People Who Doesn't Cherish You.
-As Time Goes By, You Learn Things That You Can Never Learn From Books Or From School.
-Work Hard To Persuit Your Own Happiness And Future.
-Never Let Anyone Stop You From Doing What's Right, What You Like or Best At.
-Only Allow Guys Similar to Edward Cullen, Or Better, To Be With You.
-Everyday, Happy Go Lucky.

A Girl Can Dream You Know?

TWILIGHT SAGAY

-So ready for this to be the end, for this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has barely started. You're willing to give up everyhting. It's not the end, it's the beginning.

-"It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" "I like the night," Bella replied. "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."

-When You Can Live Forever, What Do You Live For?

-Nothing Will Be The Same.


ARCHIVESY

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EXITSY

♪ Vampire's Rose.. ♪
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♀ Ai Ling ♫ Akiko
♀ Alia
♀ Alicer ♫ Yuko
♂ Aloysius ♫ Aloy
♀ Amy
♀ Angela
♂ Bryan Chung ♫ SFF!
♂ Bryan Tan
♂ Chandra
♀ Chin Gek ♫ Kizuko
♀ Geraldine
♀ Hui Juan
♂ Jason ♫ Potato
♀ Jerolyn ♫ Jelly
♀ Jia Ming
♀ Ka Khay
♀ Lenise
♂ Lester
♀ Lindsey
♀ Li Rong ♫ Leh Long
♀ Li Rong ♫ Leron
♀ Miisha
♀ Shi Ting
♀ Shu Hui
♀ Shu Yi
♀ Siew Hwee
♀ Su Yi ♫ Su Ni (Mash Potato)
♀ Vivien
♀ Yeok Hoon ♫ Yeok Yeok
♀ Yi Jie ♫ Xiao Extra



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