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~March 29, 2009 - 12:18 AM Y

*~* "It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" *~*

*~* "I like the night," Bella replied.
"Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." *~*




This is a message to you, someone who no longer cares, someone who doesn't cherish me, someone so not worth yet.. *sigh* I know you will not see this message because you never read my blog after we broke up. Even if you did, you will not do a thing, neither pity me, apologise sincerely nor sincerely really want to be my friend. It's been 3 months since and I still couldn't forget you. I know I meant nothing to you but you always meant something to me. I choose not to be your friend anymore because I couldn't stand the way you treat me. I don't want us just to be virtual friends and when I see you every Saturday, it's like I never existed. Why did this even happen? Before we were together and only friends, you played, joked and always very interested to talk to me. After broke up, I seemed like a tiny grain of sand under your sole. Not even worth to look at. I really want to be your friend but I don't think you want to be mine. You are the one who initiated, wanting to be my friend even after breaking up. Currently, it just seemed that you don't even care if I'm your friend or not. I asked if can I remove you from msn and all you could say was "remove lor". Though you will not feel a thing, to me, it's millions of knife stabbing in and out, piercing through my heart. You have no idea what kind of suffering I am going through because you never really loved someone deeply and get hurt badly before. You said you love me more than any of your ex, is it really true? Your previous serious relationship lasted for almost a year and you still say you love me more than her. If it's that so, why you give up so easily. I cannot understand why people like you actually existed. No, I cannot understand why people like me existed.


I think you made me realise that I am actually so not worth existing in this world, always having people wanting me to just disappear forever. It just made me realised that I am very unwanted. Not wanted by you nor classmates..


只在乎成经拥有,不在乎天长地久。我不在乎天长地久也不在乎成经拥有,但我就是无法忘记你。我并不讨厌你,我讨厌我自己。不,我很恨自己。无知的自己,还得我自己痛苦死了。你让我觉得我根本不属于这个世界,我的存在只让人觉得我是一个负担。没有了我世界多美啊!


Maybe I should just disappear..



*~*There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.*~*










THE BLACK ROSE..Y

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Once, there was a black rose..
It wasn't as beautiful as the other red roses..
Even though it's the only black rose,
nobody seemed to notice it..

The black rose just stood there,
wasting all its remaining life away..

Nobody sees it..
Nobody watered it..
Even the sun wouldn't shine for it..
It was left alone in the darkness..

Slowly...
The petals fell..
The rose wither..



The delicate black rose never spoke a word..
Always trying to hide its flaws..
Always trying to blend in with the red roses..
Still..
It is always being ostracized..
Alone..
Outcast..
Invisible..

Shockingly..
People start noticing the black rose.
A bud start to grow from the stalk..
The bud grew into a new beautiful black rose.
This time, the sun shone brightly for the black rose.
Making it the most beautiful and outstanding one.
Not by the beauty from its physiques..
But from its inner self..


MOTTOY

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Art Is My Life, Designing Is My Passion, Success Is My Future, Happiness WILL Last Till My Twilight Years


THE LADYY

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Name: *-* Crystal Chan *-*
Nick: Shirayuki Mizuki, 瑞希 白雪
Age: *-* 17 *-*
Gender: *-* Female *-*
Zodiac Sign: *-* Capricorn *-*
Birthday: *-* 1st January *-*
School: *-* MacPherson Sec *-*
Occupation: *-* Student *-*
Affiliations: *-* Free Tinker *-*
Current Status: *-* Single *-*


SHE LOVESY

-Her Romeo

-Hobbies and Interests:
Chatting, Shopping, Listening To People's Troubles, Watching Anime, Day Dream, Listening To Music, Drawing, Singing, Dancing, Being Very Happy, Swimming, Sight Seeing, Happy-Go-Lucky

-Favorite Animals:
Panda, Baby Seals, Penguins, Dolphins, Killer Whale, Dogs

-Favorite Books:
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Birthing House, Madly Murderous, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love & Friendship

-Favorite Movies:
Horror Movies, Saddist Movies & Comedies
Those movies that will carve deep in my memories. As long as they are good movies I like them.

-Favorite Music:
Hip-Hop, Pop, Rap, R&B & Classical

-Favorite Shows:
Drama:
Fated To Love You (命中注定我爱你), Corner With Love (转角遇到爱), Devil Beside You (恶魔在身边), Why Why Love (换换爱), The Clue Collector (霹靂MIT), Black Sugar Macchiato (黑糖马奇朵), Hana Kimi - Japanese Version (花样少年少女)

Japanese Anime:
Chrno Crusade, Tsukuyomi Moon Phase, Maboraho, Mahoraba, Ichigi100%, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Kyou Kara Maou, Full Metal Alchemist, Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club, Aishiteruze Baby, Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuutsu, Ai Yori Aoshi, Magister Negi Magi Mahou Sensei Negima, Fruits Basket, Hand Maid May, Love Hina, DearS, Koi Kaze, Death Note, Tsubasa Chronicals, XXXHolic, High School Girls, School Days, Yamato Nadesico Shichihenge, Sumomo Mo Momo Mo, Gakuen Alice, Suzuka, Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch, Shakugan No Shana, Rozen Maiden, Strawberry Panic, Inukami, Shuffle! Memories, kamichama karin, Beating Angel Dokuro-chan, Demonbane, Futakoi Alternative, Avatar The Last Air Bender, Devil May Cry, Kimikiss Pure Rouge, Rosario + Vampire, Vampire Knight, D.Gray-Man, Elfen Lied, Trinity Blood, School Days, Jigoku Shoujo, Blood+


SHE HATESY

-Boring Movies
-Boring Books
-People Who Backstabs
-People Who Breaks Promises
-People Who Lies
-People Who Acts Nice

SHE WANTSY

-Pass O'level with good grades
-Get into Laselle
-Be a sucessful fashion designer
-Learn interior designing also
-Earning large sum of money
-Go Japan, Paris, USA, Canada
-Buy a silver convertable Volvo and house
-Design my own house
-Have a long drive through coniferous forest roads
-Forever remain SFF with Bryan
-Be with him for a very long time
-Remain Happy Go Lucky Always
-Live a healthy lifestyle, Mentally Socially and Physically

HER QUOTATIONSY

-Life Is Like A Block Of Wood, Plain, Boring, Square And Down To Earth. However If You Believe In It, In Yourself, You Actually Can Achieve Something Magical, Unexpected and Unimaginable.
-Hard Work, Integrity, Enthusiasm, Perserverence, Good Luck & Determination Is The Key To Sucess And Dreams.
-There are things in life that are inevitable. Though it's tough and avoiding always seems the only solution. The real truth is facing it will make it better.
-Never Let Small Matters Bring You Down, Never Give Up Just Because You Think You Can't.
-NEVER Cherish People Who Doesn't Cherish You.
-As Time Goes By, You Learn Things That You Can Never Learn From Books Or From School.
-Work Hard To Persuit Your Own Happiness And Future.
-Never Let Anyone Stop You From Doing What's Right, What You Like or Best At.
-Only Allow Guys Similar to Edward Cullen, Or Better, To Be With You.
-Everyday, Happy Go Lucky.

A Girl Can Dream You Know?

TWILIGHT SAGAY

-So ready for this to be the end, for this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has barely started. You're willing to give up everyhting. It's not the end, it's the beginning.

-"It's twilight," Edward noted. "It's the safest time for us. The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way... the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?" "I like the night," Bella replied. "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."

-When You Can Live Forever, What Do You Live For?

-Nothing Will Be The Same.


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